Hey guys! so long i didn't update my blog, hmm maybe cause my lazy disease came bck or i just hv not much time to blog? well, it's both. :
Well, talking about my not so very sweet sixteen Birthday. I was told by my friend it should be a BLAST! But sorry, it's not and it's quiet sad :( I have a group of buddyz that we so call Nobody but us x), we celebrated our member's Birthday with smething special everytime, but ya mostly i helped much in planning n i'm happy wif my surprises exspeacially the 6th May d bday, it was the cooliest n most surprised one ever!! but sadly whn it's mine, u cnt planned n surprise urself on your own birthday right? so I just shut n waiting for smething special, at the end.... i did not just found out about how they plan, and also they copied my idea for my 6th May celebration with some errors on the way.. but still thanks friends :) although i have some feelings to myself, I felt like i am not that important n nobody appreciat what i've done for them, maybe this is just life, you will never get a better fedback them you have given. ya i did got my fav stitch for my bday and told my family that this is what my friends combined to buy me this rm60++ plush toy. But the truth is, it wasn't it's frm the one I surprised on 6th May.. and for the twins they goot me a cute stitch too! i love it thanks guys! :D well.. as for the others, thay got me a cake and pizza.. well, i got them on my 15th bday too and my 15th birthday is better thn my so call sweet sixteen.. which made me reli disappointed. Not only this, my other member's bday is coming soon in july. well, jealously is the uglyiest trend right? they are planning yesterday to buy her a ipod shuffle.. I want one too... for my bday, i waited for a simple headset.. at the end i got nthg i just keep reminding mysf that they will gv me later but the tears in my eye in my eyes, i can't control them.. maybe my position in them are not that important.. i just think too much.. so now i'm tired of planning or hlping thm in assignments.. me n vic helped thm with the sivik project with earn them 20 marks for free, what do i have as fedback? nthg.. ya maybe i should never hope for repay.. but i just can't stand it.. am i just a little worker in our group? or just someone that helps when u need them and you can throw me away whn you don't need me.. maybe cause i'm stupid or dumb to be treated like this.. sorry guys, but this is my true feelings..
now, cut the emo part, let talk about my results, hmmm my result? it's a total failure T.T i got a G for my addmaths gosh i went for tuition for that subject D: i just can't get it, but i admit my maths is so weak that i dunno how to answer every single question on the exam paper : well, it's over so i have to just let it go. :(
Lately, I am so depressed that I feel like dying :( my scedule is packed now i have to get myself ready for my grade 7 piano exam.. i am so dead cause i hvn got my list B right :( and I have to start study hard for my next september exam which consists of almost all the chapters GOSH! our school sport's day coming, I did enter myself in the throwing event agn but i didn't go for all the training :( hope next week i got the chance to go so i can earn marks for my kk marks :
k i think that's all :P i'm going to update my blog soon :) c ya then!!
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