The start of something new :)

As mention on my last blog post, I will be staying here and not going anywhere for the time being. I accepted

the fact that this will be my new start of my next part of my life : College Life.

First of all, I've enrolled for Foundation in Business at Swinburne University Of Technology. I'm not a

'business' person but sadly I ended up here. I was quiet disappointed and all but what to do? You always

have to accept the fact that this is LIFE.

Started my orientation last wednesday and also my free-lady days ... it's time to come to an end,been a

potato for like half a year already so it's okay for me. So before I end my 'holidays' I've been

watching Animes and some variety shows.

One my favorites,  Detective Conan!!!

It's about a high school detective story It's cool that it haven ended cause the author is still drawing the

mangas haha enjoying myself very much. I'm really obsessed with one of the character of the anime that is :

KAITOU KID!! *fan-girl-ing* He's a 'thief' he done it because of some purposes I won't share it here so if

you want to know, watch the anime :P and of course I've watched all the detective conan movies. They are

the best!! :D each and every one of them gives surprises and never fail to make me liek the anime more :D 

Kaitou KID's trademark hehe love it!! 

Anyway, as a HOTTEST, of course I won't miss to watch We Got Married Global Edition featuring 2PM 

Taecyeon and Gui Gui !! I love Taecgui couple! They are so cute in a very funny way. Gui Gui is always

cheerful as always like when I liked her when she is still in her formal group Hey Girl. She was my biased

then. And of course Taecyeon is because of 2PM!! :D They are so so so so cute!! even though they had 

language problems but still they showed love between them. Many people said that they still like Khuntoria 

more but in my opinion, I LOVE them both! both of the couples from WGM. And before that, I love WGM 

Global Edition's OST!!! By the way you see it, you can imagine how much I like it!! hehe I'll stop here  

before I lost control again :P

 
                                                       My Favourite wedding photo of them! :D

Look How cute they are!! 

And I still love Khuntoria couple!! 

Speaking of losing control, lately I watched some cute, I mean CUTE movies!! :D And of course 

the only one which is not categorize as cute but COOL movie haha. 

for the CUTE, it's Despicable me!! The movie is nice, it's so funny throughout the movie hahaha 

Despicable me 2! 

                                                                  The cute minions!!! 

Rated 8/10 for cuteness and comedian 

And another CUTE one, Monsters university!!

The movie's awesome love it! It's mainly about teamwork, friendship and don't ever look down on yourself!

Mike so cute!! 

Monsters University 

And lastly, the COOL  one :D It's Pacific Rim!! 

It's a really cool movie I love this kind of movie really much!! Something like transformers this is my thing!! 

Doesn't it look cool? 

                                                    I'm so loving it :D 

So this is my life before I start studying again!! Monday will be my first class I'm so excited Wish me luck 

guys!! 



XOXO, 
Loretta

Another chance maybe?

Hi, I'm back!! It's been quite a while since I've updated my blog. Lately, things are getting well, down the hill 

and disappointments happens and I guess it's part of LIFE so I'll just bear with it first.

I've given hopes for IPG actually, when I was a so FREE that time because I was waiting for the interview

call and everything. And LUCKILY I've got the interview which I didn't gave any little hope of it.. okay

you've caught me erm maybe just a tiny winy one? okay so I've got it and was trilled and so happy I mean

like I've a jackpot that kind of happiness. The interview was on  my birthday as I've mention before in my

previous posts. And the results..... I was so confident yet like they say, the higher the expectations, the more 

the disappointment.. The results came out and ya I've failed to get the course.. I was so sad.. so

DISAPPOINTED.. I've shut myself down and wishing it was only a dream.. I've cried, I've asked WHY so 

many WHYs in my head.. Asking, Am I not good enough? So many questions without answers spinning 

around in my head.. 

The reason I've been sad is that, 

I've let my daddy down.. He really hoped that I will get the course but sadly, I've failed.. Sorry daddy.. I've 

tried my best and yet I am still not good enough I guess. I'm sorry

I've let my family, I've broke my family's heart. My sister was hoping so much that I've got them and will be 

able to study with her.. but in the end a big disappointment I've felt really sorry for her too.. Sorry sis, I can't 

make it.. 

At time like this, I always keep myself happy and joyful so i won't feel sad whenever it comes to mind again..

But it's a scar in my heart that will always be there, an ugly scar when people talked about it, I still feel the

pain just like smearing salt on a cut.. It's so painful till I cry again.. I'd cried a lot actually I do have my weak

side too, but I will positive for sure cause I'll have another go next year! I'll try best to get it next year and

that is the last hope I'm giving in to chase my DREAMS. 

I believe that, When god closes one door, he opens another. 

When you don't give up this minute, there will still be hope in the next second. 


 Now before next year, I'll be staying in Kuching, studying in Swinburne. Will be studying foundation but

I don't really have interest in the course this is true I admit. My mum wants me to find a part time job so I can

work for own pocket money. Well I do have targets now, the only thing is it's hard to find a suitable job D: 

I will work hard for that. 

I will still dream my dream till someday my dreams come true.

I believe that dreams do come true because I am a dreamer..

  When My Dreams come true, It will be beautiful :) 


Thanks for reading,
Loretta. 
XOXO