The start of something new :)

As mention on my last blog post, I will be staying here and not going anywhere for the time being. I accepted

the fact that this will be my new start of my next part of my life : College Life.

First of all, I've enrolled for Foundation in Business at Swinburne University Of Technology. I'm not a

'business' person but sadly I ended up here. I was quiet disappointed and all but what to do? You always

have to accept the fact that this is LIFE.

Started my orientation last wednesday and also my free-lady days ... it's time to come to an end,been a

potato for like half a year already so it's okay for me. So before I end my 'holidays' I've been

watching Animes and some variety shows.

One my favorites,  Detective Conan!!!

It's about a high school detective story It's cool that it haven ended cause the author is still drawing the

mangas haha enjoying myself very much. I'm really obsessed with one of the character of the anime that is :

KAITOU KID!! *fan-girl-ing* He's a 'thief' he done it because of some purposes I won't share it here so if

you want to know, watch the anime :P and of course I've watched all the detective conan movies. They are

the best!! :D each and every one of them gives surprises and never fail to make me liek the anime more :D 

Kaitou KID's trademark hehe love it!! 

Anyway, as a HOTTEST, of course I won't miss to watch We Got Married Global Edition featuring 2PM 

Taecyeon and Gui Gui !! I love Taecgui couple! They are so cute in a very funny way. Gui Gui is always

cheerful as always like when I liked her when she is still in her formal group Hey Girl. She was my biased

then. And of course Taecyeon is because of 2PM!! :D They are so so so so cute!! even though they had 

language problems but still they showed love between them. Many people said that they still like Khuntoria 

more but in my opinion, I LOVE them both! both of the couples from WGM. And before that, I love WGM 

Global Edition's OST!!! By the way you see it, you can imagine how much I like it!! hehe I'll stop here  

before I lost control again :P

 
                                                       My Favourite wedding photo of them! :D

Look How cute they are!! 

And I still love Khuntoria couple!! 

Speaking of losing control, lately I watched some cute, I mean CUTE movies!! :D And of course 

the only one which is not categorize as cute but COOL movie haha. 

for the CUTE, it's Despicable me!! The movie is nice, it's so funny throughout the movie hahaha 

Despicable me 2! 

                                                                  The cute minions!!! 

Rated 8/10 for cuteness and comedian 

And another CUTE one, Monsters university!!

The movie's awesome love it! It's mainly about teamwork, friendship and don't ever look down on yourself!

Mike so cute!! 

Monsters University 

And lastly, the COOL  one :D It's Pacific Rim!! 

It's a really cool movie I love this kind of movie really much!! Something like transformers this is my thing!! 

Doesn't it look cool? 

                                                    I'm so loving it :D 

So this is my life before I start studying again!! Monday will be my first class I'm so excited Wish me luck 

guys!! 



XOXO, 
Loretta

Another chance maybe?

Hi, I'm back!! It's been quite a while since I've updated my blog. Lately, things are getting well, down the hill 

and disappointments happens and I guess it's part of LIFE so I'll just bear with it first.

I've given hopes for IPG actually, when I was a so FREE that time because I was waiting for the interview

call and everything. And LUCKILY I've got the interview which I didn't gave any little hope of it.. okay

you've caught me erm maybe just a tiny winy one? okay so I've got it and was trilled and so happy I mean

like I've a jackpot that kind of happiness. The interview was on  my birthday as I've mention before in my

previous posts. And the results..... I was so confident yet like they say, the higher the expectations, the more 

the disappointment.. The results came out and ya I've failed to get the course.. I was so sad.. so

DISAPPOINTED.. I've shut myself down and wishing it was only a dream.. I've cried, I've asked WHY so 

many WHYs in my head.. Asking, Am I not good enough? So many questions without answers spinning 

around in my head.. 

The reason I've been sad is that, 

I've let my daddy down.. He really hoped that I will get the course but sadly, I've failed.. Sorry daddy.. I've 

tried my best and yet I am still not good enough I guess. I'm sorry

I've let my family, I've broke my family's heart. My sister was hoping so much that I've got them and will be 

able to study with her.. but in the end a big disappointment I've felt really sorry for her too.. Sorry sis, I can't 

make it.. 

At time like this, I always keep myself happy and joyful so i won't feel sad whenever it comes to mind again..

But it's a scar in my heart that will always be there, an ugly scar when people talked about it, I still feel the

pain just like smearing salt on a cut.. It's so painful till I cry again.. I'd cried a lot actually I do have my weak

side too, but I will positive for sure cause I'll have another go next year! I'll try best to get it next year and

that is the last hope I'm giving in to chase my DREAMS. 

I believe that, When god closes one door, he opens another. 

When you don't give up this minute, there will still be hope in the next second. 


 Now before next year, I'll be staying in Kuching, studying in Swinburne. Will be studying foundation but

I don't really have interest in the course this is true I admit. My mum wants me to find a part time job so I can

work for own pocket money. Well I do have targets now, the only thing is it's hard to find a suitable job D: 

I will work hard for that. 

I will still dream my dream till someday my dreams come true.

I believe that dreams do come true because I am a dreamer..

  When My Dreams come true, It will be beautiful :) 


Thanks for reading,
Loretta. 
XOXO

Holidays!!

This title should be funny cause as for me, I'M HAVING MY HOLIDAY EVERYDAY!!! =.=

But now that my boy's back :D I'm having the time of my life!! someone to accompany me, movies, good  

food, transportation and FUN!!! :D 

Had a lot of movies till there's no interesting movies in the cinemas :( 

Watched, 

Fast and Furious 6 @ Golden Screen Cinema. 
The movie was nice, with an exciting story line and of course the car racing and the action scenes. I will rate it 7/10.

Now you see me @ Golden Screen Cinema
It's a movie about magic. Kinda cool to see magicians doing magic but the story line was a bit not excited? Rated 5/10. 

Epic in 3D @ Golden Screen Cinema  
An interesting movie with some comedy and overall it's nice. Rated 8/10.

After earth @ Golden Screen Cinema
A movie about life after earth which humans are living in other planets and a monster? called URSA. Lesson learned from the movie :

not a bad movie, a movie about father and son. I'll rate it 7/10. 

And of course not just movies, what's holiday without a runaway to the beach? 

For me, when people ask do you prefer mountain climbing or the beach, I will absolutely reply THE 

BEACH OF COURSE!! I love the sea, the sandy beaches the breeze, everything at the sea shore. 

And so, before my holiday ended, I did went for a beach runaway!! :D It was fun! A day trip to Damai 

beach :)  

Here are some photos of our trip : 

                                                              A Cool Side of the beach.

From the sea shore.

 The horn bill landmark.

Under the big big tree . 

Damai beach resort. 

It's just me. 

Various views 

Is that a plastic bag? 

NO!! It's a jellyfish!!! 

Enjoyed our dinner at Sakae sushi. 

Part of our dinner, Fried Chicken chop!! 

Some Polaroids we took before the day ended. :) 

 And so, before the next time we meet, take care!! XOXO 

Happy Surprise Birthday!!

And so I am 18 now!! :D Legal age!! but of course no illegal stuff for me! 

Ya, you've got me, I was too lazy to update my blog slacking again. pfft when will this end?! 

This year, it's something special to me :) 

My boy, Jayden. Well, he went to future his studies at KL this year and I thought that I would be 

lonely this 18th birthday. We did celebrate our birthday together earlier which is two weeks

before the actual date because he came back and it's his birthday. ( 6th May ) and also to 

celebrate mother's day. May had always been my favourite month cause there are so many 

celebrations :D ( most importantly, IT'S MY MONTH :P ) Anyway, the point of this year is, he 

came back surprisingly without telling me and organized a surprise party for me!! 

I was so shocked that I couldn't speak! Seriously, seeing someone you didn't expect to showed 

up with a three drifting cars is so not cool okay? My gang were there too! 

He bought me a cake haha with a stitch on it. But I called it elephant cause it doesn't look like 

haha you will know what I mean when you see the pictures. They bought Pizza and Chicago 7. 

My dad was shocked (of course, you don't say ) but he prepared prawns for them too :D 

most happily, he came back during the weekends, even with his exams coming :') This is so 

touching! Thank you!! That night, he allowed me to go sleep over at my buddy's place. I was 

thankful about it! 

The cake and ugly me ( what do you expect a girl to wear at home? will you wear a pretty dress 

in your house? haha ) and it's a stitch but for me, ELEPHANT sorry :P 

The people who came to shock me that day haha :D


Time goes back before the party and before he left to continue his studies which is the week of 

his birthday.............

He bought me many presents!! I conclude them as birthday presents haha 

I felt guilty that he bought so many for me :( But he just always does. So I hope I will be able to 

get him something too!! :D In the end I got him only a shirt T.T so fail!!! I'm such a failure! :( 

Part of my presents, 

Panda instant camera, FINALLY mine!! :D 

Is this cute? It's a pendrive!! 

My favorite phone cover for now, it's just soooo CUTE!! 

Presents from Europe. 

My new bag.

Some accessories. 

My Baby-G !! :D ( sunny's BTW ) 

There were more presents but I was too lazy to take pictures of them :P Thanks dear!! ♥♥♥ 

Btw, There's something important about my birthday this year!! I've got my interview letter from 

the education department!!!  I always wanted to become a teacher. This was a miracle to me!!

Because haha since I've got a lousy result in SPM and wasn't hoping too much on the interview, 

but then it just happened!! Thank God!! Special thing is, the interview is on my birthday!! ( best 

present ever? ) so now the only problem that is still there is whether I've passed the interview or 

not!! This is so depressing OMGosh !! So worried because I really wanted to have this course 

so much! There's nothing else I wanted more than be accepted to join the course. The best part 

when I've receive the interview is, IT'S MUSIC COURSE!!! so that means, if I succeed, I will be 

a music teacher!! imagine that xD ( day dreaming ) Well, finger crossed and hope for the best!! 



Before I end this post, great news HOTTEST!! 2PM COMEBACK!!! and I've received my 

album already :D GROWN. 

Comeback When You Hear This Song and All Day I Think Of You 

is so catchy haha I had it stucked on my brain for so long. Here's the song if you haven heard it!!

Comeback When You Hear This Song ♥ 

All Day I Think Of You ♥

May, a month with full of surprises, It's my month and it came fast and ended fast. Time flies 

when you're having fun. I feeling blessed and happiness to have them in my life and I am 

thankful for everything that had happened to me this month. 

Till next time ,
Loretta ♥ :) 

Life being a free-lady

Well, after my PLKN as I've mention in my last post, my life had been really miserable and bored!!

Maybe it's just because that my scheduled life ended, no more time tables, constant activities or rules to

follow. That means I'm a typical free-lady..

WOW! 'free' just sounds so good, FREEDOM!! YAY like finally and ya as they said, you won't appreciate

the things you had until you lost them. :T well, I MISSED my busy life!!

Well, at least you've got something to do and not just laying around, surfing the internet without any purpose,

life just feel like it's meaningless. When boredom strikes, anything could happen!!

I've been planning to work as a part-timer to earn some pocket money and also to spend my time more

'meaningfully'. But as I was too lazy and time flies I didn't got a job and still ended up staying a home. Like

how I like to put it in words, 'I was growing mushrooms and kinda rot at home.' ( 我在家里生菇发霉

啦！！）

It didn't went long until I was determined to stop living like this! I've start reading my novels again, and I've

got myself some new ones. Reading mood was on and it lasts about two weeks? and then my interest

changed. I've started to learn some beauty facts, beauty problems and yes, it's for my face. My horrible acne

problem face. Did some research, from google and youtube and learned new facts and ways to protect my

skin sounds so professional anyway, I did bought some products for my skin. The only thing left is my

patience and consistency haha.

Hmmm... I also used up my time doing my nails :\ I conclude them as fails cause they are so ugly haha well

for beginners of course haha.

Here are some of my 'nail arts' :

 And also I used up a amount of my pocket money of Starbucks. Drank quiet a amount of them on my free

time. Guess I'm addicted, bought Starbucks cards too. If I'm not mistaken I'm having 2 original size and one

mini size. You can call me crazy for that haha.

And then I'm going to end my post, Thanks for reading!! Will update soon!! :D

PLKN Life ♥

Okay, I am going to do this one in English :D 

as you can see in the title above is PLKN life. For those who doesn't know what PLKN means, 

it actually means National Service, which is Program Latihan Khidmat Negara. 

And yes, I am one of the so call LUCKY one that got selected to join the national service 

programme. At first I feel so frustrated as many of my buddies and friends are not selected, and 

I was thinking why am I the one who is selected?! But in the end I accepted the fact that I have to 

report to camp on the 3rd of January 2013. My training duration is from 3rd of January till 16th 

March 2013.

With my heavy footsteps, I step into Kem Puncak Permai, Tondong, Bau. The first week was 

orientation. I felt bored and lonely on the first night in my dorm, (P7) by the way, my company is 

DELTA. Boys are known as wira while girls are known as wirawati in camp. Got some friends

 from KL on the second day and was trilled. Then continue on with the      

training, we've done two kind of training inside the camp, which is physical training and mental 

training. 

In physical training, we have drill marching, flying fox (high ropes), obstacles, low ropes, water 

training, GUN SHOOTING, camping in the jungle and many more. It is really fun when it comes 

to physical training. 

And for mental training, we attend classes. Classes about our country, friends, ourselves, 

teamwork and many more. Fun but sometimes it can get really boring and well, like in 

pre-schools :P 

Carry on~ we also have outing such as attending functions like My Beautiful Malaysia, or 

visiting to Sarawak cultural village, we also have community service. In camp, we have 

performances on special nights such as Chinese new year. 

As for our uniforms, we have Baju Kelas, which is used for class and mostly for attending talks

and also fellowships for Christians. 

We also have Baju PT. which is for sports and community service as we need to move about 

and work in comfortable clothes. 

Last but not least, our full celoreng!! This is our uniform for marching, and physical training to 

prevent to be hurt and it is also our symbolic as a trainee in the camp. It is similar to the army's 

but in blue colour. ( my favourite colour :P)  

There are many friendly teachers and coach in the camp so don't you worry about a thing! They
also provide medical treatment for those who are sick or injured. Our schedule in camp can be 

really packed sometimes. It can be really tired but fun because you do everything with your 

friends.

Our schedule is almost similar everyday. This is our daily routine :

1. PT Pagi. 5:45 a.m. 

2. Breakfast 7:00 a.m. 

3. Kelas 8:00 a.m.

4. Minum Pagi 10:00 a.m.

5. Continue with kelas 10:30 a.m.

6. Lunch 12:00 p.m.

7. Rest time till 2:00 p.m.

8. Physical activities 2:00 p.m. till 4:00 p.m. 

9.  Minum petang 4:00 p.m.

10. Riadah / Sports 5:00 p.m.

11. Dinner 6:00 p.m.

12. Roll call / fellowship 8:00 p.m.

13. minum malam around 8:30-9:30 p.m. 

14. Lights off 10:30 p.m.

On sundays, except for muslims, others are sent to their churches and temple for sunday 

service. 


I've never knew that it is sad to leave camp on the last day. I admit, I cried so 

hard. The saddest part is that I have to be apart with my KL friends :( we can't meet up like 

other friends in kuching. They are so far away. I went to the airport that day to send them off :( 

The atmosphere is really sad and down. Till today, the memories we shared are still freshly in 

mind. I won't forget you guys! Keep in touch!! :') 


As a conclusion, my PLKN life was fun thrilling and very very memorable! I will treasure this 

beautiful and fun experience in my life. 

Here are some photos during my training :) 

                                                                       My gang :P

Our family photo. My favorite one! most of them are from KL :( I miss them!!  

Our visit to Sarawak cultural village.

The sunset view from my dorm. 

Went Gun shooting with full celoreng. 

A visit to Cats.fm .

Our Closing Ceremony. 

In our dorm, our last picture before they are sent off to the airport. 

Chinese New Year celebration. 

中秋节

中秋节又来了！好开心，因为这是一个我从小到大都很期待的节日。

今年比较特别----- 我姐在外地，不在我身边。。。 好想念她！不知道她近来好吗。

回想起我们俩小的时候，一到中秋节，就会好开心和兴奋！吃过我爸煮的一桌山珍海味后，

就会到后院去提灯笼。有时还可以观赏烟花呢！那些年，是多么的开心自在，没有烦恼，没

有忧愁。。

现在的我正要面临大马教育文凭考试了。可是我还没准备好。。时间越来越近，我越来越紧

张，深怕辜负了爸妈和大家对我的期望 :( 所以，我要乘着这30多天的时间努力！

努力是会有成果的！我不应该放弃！！ 相信自己，就一定行！加油加油！！

在此，祝大家，中秋节快乐！