Life being a free-lady

Well, after my PLKN as I've mention in my last post, my life had been really miserable and bored!!

Maybe it's just because that my scheduled life ended, no more time tables, constant activities or rules to

follow. That means I'm a typical free-lady..

WOW! 'free' just sounds so good, FREEDOM!! YAY like finally and ya as they said, you won't appreciate

the things you had until you lost them. :T well, I MISSED my busy life!!

Well, at least you've got something to do and not just laying around, surfing the internet without any purpose,

life just feel like it's meaningless. When boredom strikes, anything could happen!!

I've been planning to work as a part-timer to earn some pocket money and also to spend my time more

'meaningfully'. But as I was too lazy and time flies I didn't got a job and still ended up staying a home. Like

how I like to put it in words, 'I was growing mushrooms and kinda rot at home.' ( 我在家里生菇发霉

啦！！）

It didn't went long until I was determined to stop living like this! I've start reading my novels again, and I've

got myself some new ones. Reading mood was on and it lasts about two weeks? and then my interest

changed. I've started to learn some beauty facts, beauty problems and yes, it's for my face. My horrible acne

problem face. Did some research, from google and youtube and learned new facts and ways to protect my

skin sounds so professional anyway, I did bought some products for my skin. The only thing left is my

patience and consistency haha.

Hmmm... I also used up my time doing my nails :\ I conclude them as fails cause they are so ugly haha well

for beginners of course haha.

Here are some of my 'nail arts' :

 And also I used up a amount of my pocket money of Starbucks. Drank quiet a amount of them on my free

time. Guess I'm addicted, bought Starbucks cards too. If I'm not mistaken I'm having 2 original size and one

mini size. You can call me crazy for that haha.

And then I'm going to end my post, Thanks for reading!! Will update soon!! :D

PLKN Life ♥

Okay, I am going to do this one in English :D 

as you can see in the title above is PLKN life. For those who doesn't know what PLKN means, 

it actually means National Service, which is Program Latihan Khidmat Negara. 

And yes, I am one of the so call LUCKY one that got selected to join the national service 

programme. At first I feel so frustrated as many of my buddies and friends are not selected, and 

I was thinking why am I the one who is selected?! But in the end I accepted the fact that I have to 

report to camp on the 3rd of January 2013. My training duration is from 3rd of January till 16th 

March 2013.

With my heavy footsteps, I step into Kem Puncak Permai, Tondong, Bau. The first week was 

orientation. I felt bored and lonely on the first night in my dorm, (P7) by the way, my company is 

DELTA. Boys are known as wira while girls are known as wirawati in camp. Got some friends

 from KL on the second day and was trilled. Then continue on with the      

training, we've done two kind of training inside the camp, which is physical training and mental 

training. 

In physical training, we have drill marching, flying fox (high ropes), obstacles, low ropes, water 

training, GUN SHOOTING, camping in the jungle and many more. It is really fun when it comes 

to physical training. 

And for mental training, we attend classes. Classes about our country, friends, ourselves, 

teamwork and many more. Fun but sometimes it can get really boring and well, like in 

pre-schools :P 

Carry on~ we also have outing such as attending functions like My Beautiful Malaysia, or 

visiting to Sarawak cultural village, we also have community service. In camp, we have 

performances on special nights such as Chinese new year. 

As for our uniforms, we have Baju Kelas, which is used for class and mostly for attending talks

and also fellowships for Christians. 

We also have Baju PT. which is for sports and community service as we need to move about 

and work in comfortable clothes. 

Last but not least, our full celoreng!! This is our uniform for marching, and physical training to 

prevent to be hurt and it is also our symbolic as a trainee in the camp. It is similar to the army's 

but in blue colour. ( my favourite colour :P)  

There are many friendly teachers and coach in the camp so don't you worry about a thing! They
also provide medical treatment for those who are sick or injured. Our schedule in camp can be 

really packed sometimes. It can be really tired but fun because you do everything with your 

friends.

Our schedule is almost similar everyday. This is our daily routine :

1. PT Pagi. 5:45 a.m. 

2. Breakfast 7:00 a.m. 

3. Kelas 8:00 a.m.

4. Minum Pagi 10:00 a.m.

5. Continue with kelas 10:30 a.m.

6. Lunch 12:00 p.m.

7. Rest time till 2:00 p.m.

8. Physical activities 2:00 p.m. till 4:00 p.m. 

9.  Minum petang 4:00 p.m.

10. Riadah / Sports 5:00 p.m.

11. Dinner 6:00 p.m.

12. Roll call / fellowship 8:00 p.m.

13. minum malam around 8:30-9:30 p.m. 

14. Lights off 10:30 p.m.

On sundays, except for muslims, others are sent to their churches and temple for sunday 

service. 


I've never knew that it is sad to leave camp on the last day. I admit, I cried so 

hard. The saddest part is that I have to be apart with my KL friends :( we can't meet up like 

other friends in kuching. They are so far away. I went to the airport that day to send them off :( 

The atmosphere is really sad and down. Till today, the memories we shared are still freshly in 

mind. I won't forget you guys! Keep in touch!! :') 


As a conclusion, my PLKN life was fun thrilling and very very memorable! I will treasure this 

beautiful and fun experience in my life. 

Here are some photos during my training :) 

                                                                       My gang :P

Our family photo. My favorite one! most of them are from KL :( I miss them!!  

Our visit to Sarawak cultural village.

The sunset view from my dorm. 

Went Gun shooting with full celoreng. 

A visit to Cats.fm .

Our Closing Ceremony. 

In our dorm, our last picture before they are sent off to the airport. 

Chinese New Year celebration. 

中秋节

中秋节又来了！好开心，因为这是一个我从小到大都很期待的节日。

今年比较特别----- 我姐在外地，不在我身边。。。 好想念她！不知道她近来好吗。

回想起我们俩小的时候，一到中秋节，就会好开心和兴奋！吃过我爸煮的一桌山珍海味后，

就会到后院去提灯笼。有时还可以观赏烟花呢！那些年，是多么的开心自在，没有烦恼，没

有忧愁。。

现在的我正要面临大马教育文凭考试了。可是我还没准备好。。时间越来越近，我越来越紧

张，深怕辜负了爸妈和大家对我的期望 :( 所以，我要乘着这30多天的时间努力！

努力是会有成果的！我不应该放弃！！ 相信自己，就一定行！加油加油！！

在此，祝大家，中秋节快乐！

松了一口气~

嗨！今天回来了~ 一大清早就醒来啦~因为今天要到学校拿成绩单. 害我星期六还要早醒~好扫


兴哦！头头还担心我妈咪会因在校表现而骂我勒~ 但最后并没有老师也帮我说了不少的好话呵


呵~谢谢您老师！妈咪和老师还鼓励我要向我姐学习。 我答应你们我会的！你们帮我增加了不


少的信心！


姐~我不争气的又想念你了！虽然没听到你打来的电话但还是很高兴因为你有问起我！放心！


我答应你的事我没忘！也希望你也没忘了我们的约定哦！前几天还听说你没晚只睡不超过两


个小时。 : (  要坚强！忍住！你妹我支持你！相信自己！


有空记得上网或联络我哦！我希望能早日得到你的消息！掰掰！

我重出江湖了！！

嗨！好久不见的说！近日若有空会长更新哦！毕竟我亲爱的姐不在身边所以会没人说心事啦~ 就会来这里诉苦呵


呵！！ 大家期待吧！: )

姐，我会想你的！

陪伴我一起长大的姐姐，今天到西马北部玻璃市念师训了: (  好不舍。。


一大早就起身去吃早餐，从前几天开始，一想到我姐要离开我， 不能在和我聊天和玩乐，就会想哭，但始终还是忍


住。吃了以后去教会崇拜。过后就送姐跟爸比去机场。在机场，姐的好朋友们都来送机，看了我也好高兴呵呵


拍了很多张合照后，就要说掰掰了 : ( 当时心情真的很复杂，有种想大哭的感觉但是我答应自己不哭，慢点就可以再


见了！


挥手再见后，在机场逗留了一下因为刚好今天来自韩国的 Sungha Jung 为代言而来古晋表演。在场听了他的表演后


回家。 


回到房间，看见姐的东西，眼泪忍不住的流下。姐，我想你了。


我答应你，我会好好的读书让你骄傲，也和你一样将来到外地升学!! :') 


你真的真的真的很棒！我以你为荣！不要放弃跳舞， 我会支持你的! 期待你的回来，到时我们在来疯狂！！:P 


别忘了我们的承诺哦！等你！来和你分享一首歌：




Even if we are apart :')

Here I am...

Hey guys! so long i didn't update my blog, hmm maybe cause my lazy disease came bck or i just hv not much time to blog? well, it's both. :

Well, talking about my not so very sweet sixteen Birthday. I was told by my friend it should be a BLAST! But sorry, it's not and it's quiet sad :( I have a group of buddyz that we so call Nobody but us x), we celebrated our member's Birthday with smething special everytime, but ya mostly i helped much in planning n i'm happy wif my surprises exspeacially the 6th May d bday, it was the cooliest n most surprised one ever!! but sadly whn it's mine, u cnt planned n surprise urself on your own birthday right? so I just shut n waiting for smething special, at the end.... i did not just found out about how they plan, and also they copied my idea for my 6th May celebration with some errors on the way.. but still thanks friends :) although i have some feelings to myself, I felt like i am not that important n nobody appreciat what i've done for them, maybe this is just life, you will never get a better fedback them you have given. ya i did got my fav stitch for my bday and told my family that this is what my friends combined to buy me this rm60++ plush toy. But the truth is, it wasn't it's frm the one I surprised on 6th May.. and for the twins they goot me a cute stitch too! i love it thanks guys! :D well.. as for the others, thay got me a cake and pizza.. well, i got them on my 15th bday too and my 15th birthday is better thn my so call sweet sixteen.. which made me reli disappointed. Not only this, my other member's bday is coming soon in july. well, jealously is the uglyiest trend right? they are planning yesterday to buy her a ipod shuffle.. I want one too... for my bday, i waited for a simple headset.. at the end i got nthg i just keep reminding mysf that they will gv me later but the tears in my eye in my eyes, i can't control them.. maybe my position in them are not that important.. i just think too much.. so now i'm tired of planning or hlping thm in assignments.. me n vic helped thm with the sivik project with earn them 20 marks for free, what do i have as fedback? nthg.. ya maybe i should never hope for repay.. but i just can't stand it.. am i just a little worker in our group? or just someone that helps when u need them and you can throw me away whn you don't need me.. maybe cause i'm stupid or dumb to be treated like this.. sorry guys, but this is my true feelings..

now, cut the emo part, let talk about my results, hmmm my result? it's a total failure T.T i got a G for my addmaths gosh i went for tuition for that subject D: i just can't get it, but i admit my maths is so weak that i dunno how to answer every single question on the exam paper : well, it's over so i have to just let it go. :(

Lately, I am so depressed that I feel like dying :( my scedule is packed now i have to get myself ready for my grade 7 piano exam.. i am so dead cause i hvn got my list B right :( and I have to start study hard for my next september exam which consists of almost all the chapters GOSH! our school sport's day coming, I did enter myself in the throwing event agn but i didn't go for all the training :( hope next week i got the chance to go so i can earn marks for my kk marks :

k i think that's all :P i'm going to update my blog soon :) c ya then!!