Temporary FREEDOM

Hello everybody!! How is everything going? 

As for me, I've just finish my winter semester MPW final exams!! :D I'm so happy and felt

relieved. After much struggles (actually its only a few days), I've gain FATS of course 

but TEMPORARY FREEDOM!! 

Well, now I can catch up with my dramas and animes :P Which is a good enjoyment for me. 

And here, I want to thank my by Jayden for helping me with the notes and guidance through the 

exams x) So blessed to have you!! 

If you're wondering why it is just temporary, it's because I'm starting my Semester 1 next week! 

Excited, Depress, Scared, Happy at the same time. So many mixed emotions. I was sick for a 

few days and I'm glad that I'm recovering! :D Hoped that I will enjoy my semester 1 and meet 

new friends :) 

I'm going to enjoy my holiday to the fullest this week will be a time to relax before changing 

back to serious mode again :D 

My holiday resolution : 

EXERCISE!! 

Got to burn off some FATS T.T 

Eat more healthily! 

I always tend to drink Starbucks and other cold drinks, I just can't resist it T.T but I have to for the sake of my health and to cut down fats :(  

Spend less money!

I have this problem, maybe because I'm a little really just a tiny bit of crazy over nail polishes... okay fine it's a huge problem and I'm crazy over them okay? :P I can't resist to see many colourful nail polish every time I pass by The Face Shop... maybe it's okay to buy but the problem is I always tend to forget what colour I have and bought two of the same colour and only found out after I return home to my collection. Face palm moment!! and I will run around and moan because I've bought two of the same colour!! And my sister and brother will laugh in my face. So, now I will double triple check before I buy any colour again and ya I got tons of colours now and it looks kinda insane on how much I've spent on them :| 

 Read a novel!!

I always can't find spare time to read and now I have! :D So, read at least a book okay? Finger crossed that I can achieve this :P I'm a professional procrastinator haha 

DIY! 

I always like to make cute stuffs but I always find reasons and excuses for not doing or making something because I am just LAZY to find or buy or even do it. So, girl this holiday, JUST DO IT! :D I want to produce something cute for myself :P  

And so, 

before I end this post, 

thanks for reading and hope to update soon! :D 

Quote of the day :

"For I know the plans I have for you," declares the LORD, "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future." - Jeremiah 29:11

University Life

Hey guys, as you know, I'm currently studying in Swinburne University Of Technology in 

foundation of business. Well, I accept it in a positive way :D Since it's the winter semester, 

we, which include degree students and April intake students and us new comers are having 

MPW which is the short of Mata Pelajaran Wajib. It is a compulsory subject for all Malaysian 

students. My subjects are Malaysian Studies and Moral Studies. 

Well, I'm quiet happy with my timetable, at least I don't have to go to college everyday haha :D 

I had been working on assignments and exams throughout the whole thing. I preferred 

lectures more than tutorial classes. Maybe because I have friends with me and more 

comfortable  environment and not that cold compared to class. Our class is like a refrigerator to

me. I don't know about you guys but I am really afraid of the cold than heat. 

When there's GROUP assignments, yeap we are all separated into groups. As for my group... 

can't call it sad but I don't complaint about others or about my group. I just learn how to blend in 

and not causing any unwanted troubles (Which I hate so so so much) to happen. The very 

lesson I've learn is that we must always be PUNCTUAL .Something really pissed me off. But 

my other members were considerate enough. Okay never mind about it. I don't blame and don't 

judge anyone. But if you piss me off, prepare to face the consequences.  I will feel like a back 

stabber if I said bad things about it. So, I won't say a thing and I am glad that I always learn how 

to forgive and forget :) It won't hurt so much when you don't actually give a damn about it!  :D 


Anyway, my MPW is going to end very soon, right after my presentation then comes my final

exams and bamn! my MPW is finish. Will have a few days of holidays then back to college for

the real thing - My Business course. This time I hope that I can have a better group with less 

problems. :) 

Me and my cute group mates :D 

Till then, 

XOXO 
           

The start of something new :)

As mention on my last blog post, I will be staying here and not going anywhere for the time being. I accepted

the fact that this will be my new start of my next part of my life : College Life.

First of all, I've enrolled for Foundation in Business at Swinburne University Of Technology. I'm not a

'business' person but sadly I ended up here. I was quiet disappointed and all but what to do? You always

have to accept the fact that this is LIFE.

Started my orientation last wednesday and also my free-lady days ... it's time to come to an end,been a

potato for like half a year already so it's okay for me. So before I end my 'holidays' I've been

watching Animes and some variety shows.

One my favorites,  Detective Conan!!!

It's about a high school detective story It's cool that it haven ended cause the author is still drawing the

mangas haha enjoying myself very much. I'm really obsessed with one of the character of the anime that is :

KAITOU KID!! *fan-girl-ing* He's a 'thief' he done it because of some purposes I won't share it here so if

you want to know, watch the anime :P and of course I've watched all the detective conan movies. They are

the best!! :D each and every one of them gives surprises and never fail to make me liek the anime more :D 

Kaitou KID's trademark hehe love it!! 

Anyway, as a HOTTEST, of course I won't miss to watch We Got Married Global Edition featuring 2PM 

Taecyeon and Gui Gui !! I love Taecgui couple! They are so cute in a very funny way. Gui Gui is always

cheerful as always like when I liked her when she is still in her formal group Hey Girl. She was my biased

then. And of course Taecyeon is because of 2PM!! :D They are so so so so cute!! even though they had 

language problems but still they showed love between them. Many people said that they still like Khuntoria 

more but in my opinion, I LOVE them both! both of the couples from WGM. And before that, I love WGM 

Global Edition's OST!!! By the way you see it, you can imagine how much I like it!! hehe I'll stop here  

before I lost control again :P

 
                                                       My Favourite wedding photo of them! :D

Look How cute they are!! 

And I still love Khuntoria couple!! 

Speaking of losing control, lately I watched some cute, I mean CUTE movies!! :D And of course 

the only one which is not categorize as cute but COOL movie haha. 

for the CUTE, it's Despicable me!! The movie is nice, it's so funny throughout the movie hahaha 

Despicable me 2! 

                                                                  The cute minions!!! 

Rated 8/10 for cuteness and comedian 

And another CUTE one, Monsters university!!

The movie's awesome love it! It's mainly about teamwork, friendship and don't ever look down on yourself!

Mike so cute!! 

Monsters University 

And lastly, the COOL  one :D It's Pacific Rim!! 

It's a really cool movie I love this kind of movie really much!! Something like transformers this is my thing!! 

Doesn't it look cool? 

                                                    I'm so loving it :D 

So this is my life before I start studying again!! Monday will be my first class I'm so excited Wish me luck 

guys!! 



XOXO, 
Loretta

Another chance maybe?

Hi, I'm back!! It's been quite a while since I've updated my blog. Lately, things are getting well, down the hill 

and disappointments happens and I guess it's part of LIFE so I'll just bear with it first.

I've given hopes for IPG actually, when I was a so FREE that time because I was waiting for the interview

call and everything. And LUCKILY I've got the interview which I didn't gave any little hope of it.. okay

you've caught me erm maybe just a tiny winy one? okay so I've got it and was trilled and so happy I mean

like I've a jackpot that kind of happiness. The interview was on  my birthday as I've mention before in my

previous posts. And the results..... I was so confident yet like they say, the higher the expectations, the more 

the disappointment.. The results came out and ya I've failed to get the course.. I was so sad.. so

DISAPPOINTED.. I've shut myself down and wishing it was only a dream.. I've cried, I've asked WHY so 

many WHYs in my head.. Asking, Am I not good enough? So many questions without answers spinning 

around in my head.. 

The reason I've been sad is that, 

I've let my daddy down.. He really hoped that I will get the course but sadly, I've failed.. Sorry daddy.. I've 

tried my best and yet I am still not good enough I guess. I'm sorry

I've let my family, I've broke my family's heart. My sister was hoping so much that I've got them and will be 

able to study with her.. but in the end a big disappointment I've felt really sorry for her too.. Sorry sis, I can't 

make it.. 

At time like this, I always keep myself happy and joyful so i won't feel sad whenever it comes to mind again..

But it's a scar in my heart that will always be there, an ugly scar when people talked about it, I still feel the

pain just like smearing salt on a cut.. It's so painful till I cry again.. I'd cried a lot actually I do have my weak

side too, but I will positive for sure cause I'll have another go next year! I'll try best to get it next year and

that is the last hope I'm giving in to chase my DREAMS. 

I believe that, When god closes one door, he opens another. 

When you don't give up this minute, there will still be hope in the next second. 


 Now before next year, I'll be staying in Kuching, studying in Swinburne. Will be studying foundation but

I don't really have interest in the course this is true I admit. My mum wants me to find a part time job so I can

work for own pocket money. Well I do have targets now, the only thing is it's hard to find a suitable job D: 

I will work hard for that. 

I will still dream my dream till someday my dreams come true.

I believe that dreams do come true because I am a dreamer..

  When My Dreams come true, It will be beautiful :) 


Thanks for reading,
Loretta. 
XOXO

Holidays!!

This title should be funny cause as for me, I'M HAVING MY HOLIDAY EVERYDAY!!! =.=

But now that my boy's back :D I'm having the time of my life!! someone to accompany me, movies, good  

food, transportation and FUN!!! :D 

Had a lot of movies till there's no interesting movies in the cinemas :( 

Watched, 

Fast and Furious 6 @ Golden Screen Cinema. 
The movie was nice, with an exciting story line and of course the car racing and the action scenes. I will rate it 7/10.

Now you see me @ Golden Screen Cinema
It's a movie about magic. Kinda cool to see magicians doing magic but the story line was a bit not excited? Rated 5/10. 

Epic in 3D @ Golden Screen Cinema  
An interesting movie with some comedy and overall it's nice. Rated 8/10.

After earth @ Golden Screen Cinema
A movie about life after earth which humans are living in other planets and a monster? called URSA. Lesson learned from the movie :

not a bad movie, a movie about father and son. I'll rate it 7/10. 

And of course not just movies, what's holiday without a runaway to the beach? 

For me, when people ask do you prefer mountain climbing or the beach, I will absolutely reply THE 

BEACH OF COURSE!! I love the sea, the sandy beaches the breeze, everything at the sea shore. 

And so, before my holiday ended, I did went for a beach runaway!! :D It was fun! A day trip to Damai 

beach :)  

Here are some photos of our trip : 

                                                              A Cool Side of the beach.

From the sea shore.

 The horn bill landmark.

Under the big big tree . 

Damai beach resort. 

It's just me. 

Various views 

Is that a plastic bag? 

NO!! It's a jellyfish!!! 

Enjoyed our dinner at Sakae sushi. 

Part of our dinner, Fried Chicken chop!! 

Some Polaroids we took before the day ended. :) 

 And so, before the next time we meet, take care!! XOXO 

Happy Surprise Birthday!!

And so I am 18 now!! :D Legal age!! but of course no illegal stuff for me! 

Ya, you've got me, I was too lazy to update my blog slacking again. pfft when will this end?! 

This year, it's something special to me :) 

My boy, Jayden. Well, he went to future his studies at KL this year and I thought that I would be 

lonely this 18th birthday. We did celebrate our birthday together earlier which is two weeks

before the actual date because he came back and it's his birthday. ( 6th May ) and also to 

celebrate mother's day. May had always been my favourite month cause there are so many 

celebrations :D ( most importantly, IT'S MY MONTH :P ) Anyway, the point of this year is, he 

came back surprisingly without telling me and organized a surprise party for me!! 

I was so shocked that I couldn't speak! Seriously, seeing someone you didn't expect to showed 

up with a three drifting cars is so not cool okay? My gang were there too! 

He bought me a cake haha with a stitch on it. But I called it elephant cause it doesn't look like 

haha you will know what I mean when you see the pictures. They bought Pizza and Chicago 7. 

My dad was shocked (of course, you don't say ) but he prepared prawns for them too :D 

most happily, he came back during the weekends, even with his exams coming :') This is so 

touching! Thank you!! That night, he allowed me to go sleep over at my buddy's place. I was 

thankful about it! 

The cake and ugly me ( what do you expect a girl to wear at home? will you wear a pretty dress 

in your house? haha ) and it's a stitch but for me, ELEPHANT sorry :P 

The people who came to shock me that day haha :D


Time goes back before the party and before he left to continue his studies which is the week of 

his birthday.............

He bought me many presents!! I conclude them as birthday presents haha 

I felt guilty that he bought so many for me :( But he just always does. So I hope I will be able to 

get him something too!! :D In the end I got him only a shirt T.T so fail!!! I'm such a failure! :( 

Part of my presents, 

Panda instant camera, FINALLY mine!! :D 

Is this cute? It's a pendrive!! 

My favorite phone cover for now, it's just soooo CUTE!! 

Presents from Europe. 

My new bag.

Some accessories. 

My Baby-G !! :D ( sunny's BTW ) 

There were more presents but I was too lazy to take pictures of them :P Thanks dear!! ♥♥♥ 

Btw, There's something important about my birthday this year!! I've got my interview letter from 

the education department!!!  I always wanted to become a teacher. This was a miracle to me!!

Because haha since I've got a lousy result in SPM and wasn't hoping too much on the interview, 

but then it just happened!! Thank God!! Special thing is, the interview is on my birthday!! ( best 

present ever? ) so now the only problem that is still there is whether I've passed the interview or 

not!! This is so depressing OMGosh !! So worried because I really wanted to have this course 

so much! There's nothing else I wanted more than be accepted to join the course. The best part 

when I've receive the interview is, IT'S MUSIC COURSE!!! so that means, if I succeed, I will be 

a music teacher!! imagine that xD ( day dreaming ) Well, finger crossed and hope for the best!! 



Before I end this post, great news HOTTEST!! 2PM COMEBACK!!! and I've received my 

album already :D GROWN. 

Comeback When You Hear This Song and All Day I Think Of You 

is so catchy haha I had it stucked on my brain for so long. Here's the song if you haven heard it!!

Comeback When You Hear This Song ♥ 

All Day I Think Of You ♥

May, a month with full of surprises, It's my month and it came fast and ended fast. Time flies 

when you're having fun. I feeling blessed and happiness to have them in my life and I am 

thankful for everything that had happened to me this month. 

Till next time ,
Loretta ♥ :) 

Life being a free-lady

Well, after my PLKN as I've mention in my last post, my life had been really miserable and bored!!

Maybe it's just because that my scheduled life ended, no more time tables, constant activities or rules to

follow. That means I'm a typical free-lady..

WOW! 'free' just sounds so good, FREEDOM!! YAY like finally and ya as they said, you won't appreciate

the things you had until you lost them. :T well, I MISSED my busy life!!

Well, at least you've got something to do and not just laying around, surfing the internet without any purpose,

life just feel like it's meaningless. When boredom strikes, anything could happen!!

I've been planning to work as a part-timer to earn some pocket money and also to spend my time more

'meaningfully'. But as I was too lazy and time flies I didn't got a job and still ended up staying a home. Like

how I like to put it in words, 'I was growing mushrooms and kinda rot at home.' ( 我在家里生菇发霉

啦！！）

It didn't went long until I was determined to stop living like this! I've start reading my novels again, and I've

got myself some new ones. Reading mood was on and it lasts about two weeks? and then my interest

changed. I've started to learn some beauty facts, beauty problems and yes, it's for my face. My horrible acne

problem face. Did some research, from google and youtube and learned new facts and ways to protect my

skin sounds so professional anyway, I did bought some products for my skin. The only thing left is my

patience and consistency haha.

Hmmm... I also used up my time doing my nails :\ I conclude them as fails cause they are so ugly haha well

for beginners of course haha.

Here are some of my 'nail arts' :

 And also I used up a amount of my pocket money of Starbucks. Drank quiet a amount of them on my free

time. Guess I'm addicted, bought Starbucks cards too. If I'm not mistaken I'm having 2 original size and one

mini size. You can call me crazy for that haha.

And then I'm going to end my post, Thanks for reading!! Will update soon!! :D