Lazy Updates

Hey, It's me again ! :P 

Ya I know, 

I haven't been updating it since my holiday starts which is a bad thing cause I can't recall back anything LOL hahaha 

Well, One of the big issue is that it's 2014!! 

Happy New Year guys 

( I'm so late for this)

Anyway, 2014 started with an exciting trip to Singapore! :D 

First time ever I traveled out station without my family members! 

So... you traveled alone? 

Nope! 

I went to Singapore with my boyfriend and his family as in his father and mother haha 

It was fun our schedule was packed! 

well, I went there for about 3 days only so ya. 

Still remember how my face looks like when we are at Singapore.

 I felt so "sakai" as in a weirdo and feeling amazed that I am actually there LOL

We went to marina bay and of course the Universal Studio! Not to forget the S.E.A Aquarium too :D  

It was fun I admit just too little time spent in Singapore, hope to adventure more in my next trip! 

Here are some shots that I liked :P don't wanna post them all haha

As time passed, after my Singapore Trip, here comes Chinese New Year!! 

Time to be together with all my member members when I say ALL it means ALL! 

Both my grandma and grandpa, my mummy and daddy's siblings everyone! :D 

As they say, home is where the heart is! 

Every year, as a tradition, my family will drive back to Sibu, where all my relatives are at :)

It is the most exciting moment every year! I love the feeling of being together in a car for like 6-7 hours talking laughing and joking around in the car. It makes me feel grateful that I have a happy family and it only bring us closer together :) But my BF had been a little blue about not be able to celebrate the first day of CNY with me :P 

Didn't wanna share my photos cause 

 I looked so fat!! Actually I gained so much weight that it is now that I am at my heaviest! 

Speaking of gaining weight, 

well, I ate too much everyday and also ate supper almost every night T.T and with my beloved BF who's scared that I will be hungry so he gave me lots of yummy food D: I don't blame him cause I know he loved me enough to care ;) thanks bby!! 

My Diet plans will have to start so no further tragedy will happen on me LOL I can't look into pictures of myself and accepting the fact that I will be hearing people saying that I grew "BIGGER". So sad :( 

Well, after CNY something sad came :( 

It's so sad that I cried in my dreams....

But everything will work up right? 

Keep it for my next post ;) 

see you soon 

&

thanks for reading!!

Holiday at last!

YAY!! Finally I've finished my Foundation Semester 1! 

Nostalgic moment... neh~ I let it pass cause I was so happy and excited about the holidays. 

Actually I've finished my exams on 12/12/2013 haha and now then I write my blog LOL see what I did there? 

Never mind but let's rewind back a few days back first before I was all excited about my holidays... It was that day that, one day break between my exams.... I've lost my purse!! :'(  Ya and like always blur me only noticed that I've lost my purse the day after the lost lol when I needed to pay something. 

I overreacted when I found out that I've lost my purse.

 Well, If you lost your's then you will feel me! Losing a purse with your Identity Card, Driving license, ATM card, and cash is so not cool! 

It's a combination of sad, worried, blaming myself, and frustrations.

 I kept thinking where I've left it and where I've been the day before!

 Luckily I went to two places that day for food lol. 

So, there's still hope to find it. The first place we looked was actually the wrong place :X  

Ya, and me and my Bby spent the whole day looking and waiting for the manager to see if they've found my purse. 

When they told us no, I admit, I cried so hard! 

At that time I really don't know how to face my mum!

 Like what mums always do, nag scold and all those hurtful words.. 

But I did not gave up hope, neither did my bby! my sis suggested that I should find again and tell mummy only after my last paper which is the second day, and only then I give up! 

That night I really hoped that I will get it back even without the cash inside, I just need my IC and Driving license!! 

The next morning, I went for my last paper economics, and my Bby went to the other place to ask again and this is when the miracle happened!

 He managed to find it at the information counter!! 

Well, when he picked me, he acted like it was gone forever (like always and I hated it so much!!) and I was kinda sad and moody, then he threw the purse at me and I was overjoyed!!!

 I scream!!! (really and it was so loud,I think the cars nearby can hear me!)

 I was really really happy!! I really thought I will never see it again but it came back!!!

 Although I've lost some cash inside but who cares,

 I've got my important documents back!! 

The "moody-ness" was gone and I laughed so hard in the car. How lucky would I be? I've found my purse, my holiday started and I can finally have the time of  my life!! 

Badass me had already planned what to do and I went out with my sister and her friends that night to celebrate a birthday! 

Like always my sister's friend Liz planned something and this time it's a Birthday Dare!

 It's called Fiona's road to present LOL!! 

But I admit I had fun despite I hurt myself wearing my sister's heels LOL

 I didn't want to but she insisted and at the end I wore Liz's creepers! 

now I really love them so much hahaha I am so gonna order one!

After my crazy first holiday night, the second day, I went out with my bby's gang, again a fun trip! We drove (I just sat in the car) to Muara Tabas, 

if you're local you will know that it's kinda far from the city. 

Well, after breakfast, we went and arrive around 12 when it was so hot!

 We waited for the others there, we watched the view and it was nice with the breeze and everything.

 Then the others arrived and we had lunch at the seafood restaurant nearby.

 After lunch we went to do some more sight seeing and we drove back. :) 

As I said, packed and busy schedule,

 so after we reach  Kuching again, rest a bit took a bath and I had dinner with bby's family :) after that went to catch a movie. 

We watched The Hobbit: The Desolation of Smaug. 

 At first I really didn't want to watch that movie cause I was like halfway in the story and  ya didn't had much interest :P but since my bby insisted,

 I went and I admit I enjoyed it and the prince of the woodland realm OMG he is so cool and of course the girl elf which he likes awesome!! 

Guess I'm going to watch all the series huh haha. 

After movie ate supper and I went back it was already so pass my bedtime. 

No doubts about getting 'panda eyes'. 

So my holiday started with a YOLO style.

 Hope to get more rest and sleep to recharge and I can see that more excitements and fun coming soon! 

Just wanted to share some photos :

A group photo of my sister and her dance group. 

The middle one with the elephant is Fiona haha 

My favourite group photo of the night!! :)

( I'm going to the cinema again to watch frozen with my Bby, sister and Fiona later :P and Christmas parade tonight!! I can't wait!! :D ) 

See you guys soon and thanks for reading!!

Loretta ;)

F-A-S-H-I-O-N?

Fashion, 
hmmm for me it's a luxury. 
Because I don't bother to dress nicely to go out I will always wear something I find in my closet and don't even care how I look until..... NOW. 
Can you relate? 
Maybe cause I've grown up and was exposed with so many resources haha 
or I just had sudden interest in fashion lol  

Well, since NOW I'm more particular in what I wear or how I look like every particular day! 
Especially when I go to uni.

You can't blame me when you see most of the students dressed nicely prettily everyday to uni.  

When I say most, I mean 99% of them!! 

But another saying is that, 
every girl likes to dress themselves up, I mean which girl doesn't? If it's not now, it will happen in the future I'm sure! 

As for my pocket... sorry :( But in my opinion, it's a good investment! :P 

Now, for my fashion inspirations :D 

Sometime it can be a pain to figure how to wear or how to mix and match clothing to make them look nice together.
 Lately I've been I won't say stalk but following some bloggers to know what are the latest trends and open my eyes to how they wear particular clothes in other words as references.
 I've learnt a lot from them!  
One of my favourite blogger is pxdkitty! I love her styles and her blog so much! I love how she gives advises on relationships and share particular information and knowledge. She teaches D.I.Ys too! I would like to try one someday, as you know, I am a professional procrastinator. haha 

So here a some examples, 

I am addicted to black accessories.. I like black necklaces black bracelets, black everything! Even for hand-phones, I will never choose white because, 
It is too mainstream and it will get yellowish eventually which I dislike. 
But I don't hate white for sure :) 

And, I love the fashion concept or style from f(x) new MV : Rum Pum Pum Pum !! 

If you haven watch it, here's the link :  f(x) - Rum Pum Pum Pum ♥

I love it so much I started to find clothes near to the concept. 
And I found a skirt which is similar to the ones they wore in live performances (School uniform concept ) the other day but I regret not to buy it now :( 
Why didn't I bought it?! It was foolish. 
If I had a chance, I will go back and buy it! 
But it's been a while now so I'm not sure whether it is still available or not :(  

This is the School uniform concept :

I Love it so much ! ♥

                                             

Ya, I've searched it and fall deep in love with creepers (the ones Krystal is wearing) LOL 

And the two favourites of mine is wore by Victoria and sulli!! Both my biased :P 

Credits to the photo owner :) 

Next, I'm in love with cross design. I'm not sure why but I like it. Last time I was obsessed with stars but now more to cross :P  

Just sharing GD's mv because I'm addicted to it and love the street art in the mv! ♥

GD - Crooked ♥ 
Don't forget to check out the lyrics! I was attracted by the lyrics too haha 
Lyrics ♥

So that's my recently fashion 'direction'. 

Will update my 'directions' because it is my interest :P 

P.S: My bby is back!!! :D I'm so happy!! Going to appreciate every moment I spent with him! ♥

Till then, See ya! :D 

Thanks for reading! ( every time wondering if anybody even reads it haha)

XOXO 

Loretta :) 

Temporary FREEDOM

Hello everybody!! How is everything going? 

As for me, I've just finish my winter semester MPW final exams!! :D I'm so happy and felt

relieved. After much struggles (actually its only a few days), I've gain FATS of course 

but TEMPORARY FREEDOM!! 

Well, now I can catch up with my dramas and animes :P Which is a good enjoyment for me. 

And here, I want to thank my by Jayden for helping me with the notes and guidance through the 

exams x) So blessed to have you!! 

If you're wondering why it is just temporary, it's because I'm starting my Semester 1 next week! 

Excited, Depress, Scared, Happy at the same time. So many mixed emotions. I was sick for a 

few days and I'm glad that I'm recovering! :D Hoped that I will enjoy my semester 1 and meet 

new friends :) 

I'm going to enjoy my holiday to the fullest this week will be a time to relax before changing 

back to serious mode again :D 

My holiday resolution : 

EXERCISE!! 

Got to burn off some FATS T.T 

Eat more healthily! 

I always tend to drink Starbucks and other cold drinks, I just can't resist it T.T but I have to for the sake of my health and to cut down fats :(  

Spend less money!

I have this problem, maybe because I'm a little really just a tiny bit of crazy over nail polishes... okay fine it's a huge problem and I'm crazy over them okay? :P I can't resist to see many colourful nail polish every time I pass by The Face Shop... maybe it's okay to buy but the problem is I always tend to forget what colour I have and bought two of the same colour and only found out after I return home to my collection. Face palm moment!! and I will run around and moan because I've bought two of the same colour!! And my sister and brother will laugh in my face. So, now I will double triple check before I buy any colour again and ya I got tons of colours now and it looks kinda insane on how much I've spent on them :| 

 Read a novel!!

I always can't find spare time to read and now I have! :D So, read at least a book okay? Finger crossed that I can achieve this :P I'm a professional procrastinator haha 

DIY! 

I always like to make cute stuffs but I always find reasons and excuses for not doing or making something because I am just LAZY to find or buy or even do it. So, girl this holiday, JUST DO IT! :D I want to produce something cute for myself :P  

And so, 

before I end this post, 

thanks for reading and hope to update soon! :D 

Quote of the day :

"For I know the plans I have for you," declares the LORD, "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future." - Jeremiah 29:11

University Life

Hey guys, as you know, I'm currently studying in Swinburne University Of Technology in 

foundation of business. Well, I accept it in a positive way :D Since it's the winter semester, 

we, which include degree students and April intake students and us new comers are having 

MPW which is the short of Mata Pelajaran Wajib. It is a compulsory subject for all Malaysian 

students. My subjects are Malaysian Studies and Moral Studies. 

Well, I'm quiet happy with my timetable, at least I don't have to go to college everyday haha :D 

I had been working on assignments and exams throughout the whole thing. I preferred 

lectures more than tutorial classes. Maybe because I have friends with me and more 

comfortable  environment and not that cold compared to class. Our class is like a refrigerator to

me. I don't know about you guys but I am really afraid of the cold than heat. 

When there's GROUP assignments, yeap we are all separated into groups. As for my group... 

can't call it sad but I don't complaint about others or about my group. I just learn how to blend in 

and not causing any unwanted troubles (Which I hate so so so much) to happen. The very 

lesson I've learn is that we must always be PUNCTUAL .Something really pissed me off. But 

my other members were considerate enough. Okay never mind about it. I don't blame and don't 

judge anyone. But if you piss me off, prepare to face the consequences.  I will feel like a back 

stabber if I said bad things about it. So, I won't say a thing and I am glad that I always learn how 

to forgive and forget :) It won't hurt so much when you don't actually give a damn about it!  :D 


Anyway, my MPW is going to end very soon, right after my presentation then comes my final

exams and bamn! my MPW is finish. Will have a few days of holidays then back to college for

the real thing - My Business course. This time I hope that I can have a better group with less 

problems. :) 

Me and my cute group mates :D 

Till then, 

XOXO 
           

The start of something new :)

As mention on my last blog post, I will be staying here and not going anywhere for the time being. I accepted

the fact that this will be my new start of my next part of my life : College Life.

First of all, I've enrolled for Foundation in Business at Swinburne University Of Technology. I'm not a

'business' person but sadly I ended up here. I was quiet disappointed and all but what to do? You always

have to accept the fact that this is LIFE.

Started my orientation last wednesday and also my free-lady days ... it's time to come to an end,been a

potato for like half a year already so it's okay for me. So before I end my 'holidays' I've been

watching Animes and some variety shows.

One my favorites,  Detective Conan!!!

It's about a high school detective story It's cool that it haven ended cause the author is still drawing the

mangas haha enjoying myself very much. I'm really obsessed with one of the character of the anime that is :

KAITOU KID!! *fan-girl-ing* He's a 'thief' he done it because of some purposes I won't share it here so if

you want to know, watch the anime :P and of course I've watched all the detective conan movies. They are

the best!! :D each and every one of them gives surprises and never fail to make me liek the anime more :D 

Kaitou KID's trademark hehe love it!! 

Anyway, as a HOTTEST, of course I won't miss to watch We Got Married Global Edition featuring 2PM 

Taecyeon and Gui Gui !! I love Taecgui couple! They are so cute in a very funny way. Gui Gui is always

cheerful as always like when I liked her when she is still in her formal group Hey Girl. She was my biased

then. And of course Taecyeon is because of 2PM!! :D They are so so so so cute!! even though they had 

language problems but still they showed love between them. Many people said that they still like Khuntoria 

more but in my opinion, I LOVE them both! both of the couples from WGM. And before that, I love WGM 

Global Edition's OST!!! By the way you see it, you can imagine how much I like it!! hehe I'll stop here  

before I lost control again :P

 
                                                       My Favourite wedding photo of them! :D

Look How cute they are!! 

And I still love Khuntoria couple!! 

Speaking of losing control, lately I watched some cute, I mean CUTE movies!! :D And of course 

the only one which is not categorize as cute but COOL movie haha. 

for the CUTE, it's Despicable me!! The movie is nice, it's so funny throughout the movie hahaha 

Despicable me 2! 

                                                                  The cute minions!!! 

Rated 8/10 for cuteness and comedian 

And another CUTE one, Monsters university!!

The movie's awesome love it! It's mainly about teamwork, friendship and don't ever look down on yourself!

Mike so cute!! 

Monsters University 

And lastly, the COOL  one :D It's Pacific Rim!! 

It's a really cool movie I love this kind of movie really much!! Something like transformers this is my thing!! 

Doesn't it look cool? 

                                                    I'm so loving it :D 

So this is my life before I start studying again!! Monday will be my first class I'm so excited Wish me luck 

guys!! 



XOXO, 
Loretta

Another chance maybe?

Hi, I'm back!! It's been quite a while since I've updated my blog. Lately, things are getting well, down the hill 

and disappointments happens and I guess it's part of LIFE so I'll just bear with it first.

I've given hopes for IPG actually, when I was a so FREE that time because I was waiting for the interview

call and everything. And LUCKILY I've got the interview which I didn't gave any little hope of it.. okay

you've caught me erm maybe just a tiny winy one? okay so I've got it and was trilled and so happy I mean

like I've a jackpot that kind of happiness. The interview was on  my birthday as I've mention before in my

previous posts. And the results..... I was so confident yet like they say, the higher the expectations, the more 

the disappointment.. The results came out and ya I've failed to get the course.. I was so sad.. so

DISAPPOINTED.. I've shut myself down and wishing it was only a dream.. I've cried, I've asked WHY so 

many WHYs in my head.. Asking, Am I not good enough? So many questions without answers spinning 

around in my head.. 

The reason I've been sad is that, 

I've let my daddy down.. He really hoped that I will get the course but sadly, I've failed.. Sorry daddy.. I've 

tried my best and yet I am still not good enough I guess. I'm sorry

I've let my family, I've broke my family's heart. My sister was hoping so much that I've got them and will be 

able to study with her.. but in the end a big disappointment I've felt really sorry for her too.. Sorry sis, I can't 

make it.. 

At time like this, I always keep myself happy and joyful so i won't feel sad whenever it comes to mind again..

But it's a scar in my heart that will always be there, an ugly scar when people talked about it, I still feel the

pain just like smearing salt on a cut.. It's so painful till I cry again.. I'd cried a lot actually I do have my weak

side too, but I will positive for sure cause I'll have another go next year! I'll try best to get it next year and

that is the last hope I'm giving in to chase my DREAMS. 

I believe that, When god closes one door, he opens another. 

When you don't give up this minute, there will still be hope in the next second. 


 Now before next year, I'll be staying in Kuching, studying in Swinburne. Will be studying foundation but

I don't really have interest in the course this is true I admit. My mum wants me to find a part time job so I can

work for own pocket money. Well I do have targets now, the only thing is it's hard to find a suitable job D: 

I will work hard for that. 

I will still dream my dream till someday my dreams come true.

I believe that dreams do come true because I am a dreamer..

  When My Dreams come true, It will be beautiful :) 


Thanks for reading,
Loretta. 
XOXO